Leviticus 16:7-10 - Then he is to take the
two goats and present them before the LORD at the entrance to the Tent of
Meeting. He is to cast lots for
the two goats--one lot for the LORD and the other for the scapegoat. Aaron shall bring the goat whose lot falls to
the LORD and sacrifice it for a sin offering. But the goat chosen by lot as the scapegoat
shall be presented alive before the LORD to be used for making atonement by sending it into the desert as a scapegoat.
Once a year…Aaron was to wash and dress and
prepare a sacrifice for himself…so he could be ready to meet with God and ask
for the atonement of all the sins of the nation. One goat was given the honor
of burning on the altar and being sacrificed to God…the other had to bear the
sins of the whole camp…and be released into the wilderness carrying the full
weight of those sins.
I wonder what went through the minds of all
those people gathered to watch this curious ritual each year. Did they
visualize all the things they had done wrong leaving camp with that goat…and
repeat in their hearts as Aaron sacrificed the other? Did they gather with indifferent hearts…not feeling
in part in the service? Or did they think it was an empty ritual….a wasted meal
that could have fed some poor family?
I wonder what Aaron felt as he dressed that
day…gathered his strength and courage…lit the incense in the censor that would shield
his eyes from the holy presence of God. Oh how he must have looked forward to
this meeting with God in the Holy of Holies…to drink in his glory and feel the
renewal of his presence in his own heart.
I know that I should carry God with me
everywhere I go…but there is something special about going to meet with him at
his house. I know that the church is really the people that gather there…but I
just can’t let go of the concept that he calls us to meet with him in corporate
worship. He calls us to fall on our
knees and praise him with our voice and our prayers. He calls us to meet
together and encourage…to thank God for sending his son to be the final
scapegoat.
It reminds me that my own weekly meeting
with God at his house should be anticipated more. I should dress and wash
myself and prepare my heart to meet with him. I should light the fire of my
heart…and run to meet with my fellow Christian friends….and seek his glory. I
should fall on the altar and beg God to cleanse me and give me power to do his
work…to teach and to witness to the millions who still don’t know him. To pray for those who have accepted him in
countries where Christ is not loved by all…where persecution makes the name
Christian a hard road to walk.
God forgive me for my indifference to the
lost around me. Help me to understand that being called to be your child
involves work…and sacrifice. Give me a renewed passion to do your work…and seek
you to provide the power I need to serve you…and win the lost. Help me to start
to wash and prepare myself to meet you every day! Amen.
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