Exodus 3:11-15 - But Moses said to God, "Who am I that
I should go to Pharaoh, and bring the sons of Israel out of Egypt?" He
said, "But I will be with you; and this shall be the sign for you, that I
have sent you: when you have brought forth the people out of Egypt, you shall
serve God upon this mountain." Then Moses said to God, "If I
come to the people of Israel and say to them, 'The God of your fathers has sent
me to you,' and they ask me, 'What is his name?' what shall I say to
them?" God said to Moses, "I AM WHO I AM." And he said,
"Say this to the people of Israel, 'I AM has sent me to you.'" God
also said to Moses, "Say this to the people of Israel, 'The LORD, the God of your fathers, the God of Abraham, the
God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob, has sent me to you': this is my name for
ever, and thus I am to be remembered throughout all generations.
Forty years a prince in the palace of Pharaoh….forty years a
shepherd in Midian…eighty years of experiences…some good…some bad. Moses walks out with the sheep to the
mountain of Horeb….and met God face to face. I can just see his curious face as
he approaches this bush that seems to be consumed with fire…yet never burns up.
I can see him cringe with fear and reverence….overcome with the presence of God
as he hears the voice of God tell him to take off his shoes. And then he
shrinks completely in himself and asks the question….Who am I? Who am I that
you would choose me to be your vessel?
God never denies that Moses is correct in his assumption
that he is not worthy of the job…God just tells him he will be with him. God tells this man of 80 years…with all his
mistakes of the past…with 40 years of hiding from his problems as a shepherd…to
go back to Egypt and lead the promised people out of captivity and meet him
again on this mountain. God tells Moses that the great I am is going to use him
to complete the promise he gave to Abraham over 400 years earlier.
I have always loved this touching story…how God appeared to
Moses in such an unlikely way…how he called this man for no apparent reason…and
said….go do this great thing for me…and I will be with you. God calls all of us…just
as he did Moses….and if you think about it for a moment…I am sure you will find
more than one reason for God to have chosen you to do whatever job he has
placed you in too.
God has given me more
than one job that I thought was unworthy.
The task of teaching seemed very unlikely for a child who struggled
greatly in school…and made an embarrassing 15 on the ACT. But God was with me…and
has kept his promise through the 10 years of schooling in took to be a teacher
with a master’s degree…even the extra credits to hold the highest certificate
available…and somehow have a 4.0 in those 6 years of college work. Amazing!
And God goes before me each day now….as I wake each morning
to speak with him…he empowers me with whatever I need. It probably doesn’t matter….but I just
realized that my shoes are never on as I write each morning…just a silly
thought….for I know that my house is not holy ground. But God has kept his promise
to be with me…and so I meet him each night to visit and read his word…and I rise
each morning to hear his soft voice explain something new about what I read. I
could never make it without him…oh how my life has changed for the better
because I listened to his call…and continue to seek his will for me each day!
Father…I thank you for your love. You are holy and I just melt in your presence.
I thank you for being with me…no matter what.
I thank you for choosing me to be your vessel….even if I am
unworthy. I thank you for washing away
all the sin in my life with the blood of your precious son. I thank you for the
moments that you meet me….and speak with me….and show me what you would have me
do for you each day. Amen.
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