Acts 20:24 - But none of these
things move me, neither count I my life dear unto myself, so that I might
finish my course with joy, and the ministry, which I have received of the Lord
Jesus, to testify the gospel of the grace of God.
Paul had stopped quickly in Ephesus to say goodbye to his
dear friends …sisters and brothers in the faith. He was compelled by the Holy
Spirit to be in Jerusalem for the Pentecost celebration…but counted these
believers among his closest friends. He must have felt some urgency from the
Spirit s well for the end of his earthly life….for he told these believers that
he would not ever see them again.
In the middle of his speech to them…he tucked in this bold
statement of his single mindedness. Paul knew that nothing else mattered if
Christ were not at the center of his life. Paul knew that his contentment came
from obedience of the ministry task God had given him to do. Paul felt a deep
joy because he counted Christ his BBF forever.
What a great reminder that I should seek to be as
single-minded as he. My faith will only be as strong and bold as Paul’s when I
open up my heart fully to the Holy Spirit…listen carefully to its direction…and
let it lead me to the deepest waters …where my Spirit is fed so completely that
I am able to discern the tasks God has called me to complete here on earth. I
love Hillsong’s …Oceans…Where Feet May Fall. It helps put Pauls’ words here in
complete perspective.
Back in the Old Testament there is an account of a vision
Ezekiel had. He kept wading into the
river at deeper and deeper levels. It eventually got so deep that he could not
cross. That is the way our faith
develops…bit by bit we are called to deeper waters…till we have to trust God
completely so we can swim. My problem is that I keep turning back…too scared to
go into the deepest of waters. I have been up to my neck a few times…but it
took too much work…and my flesh convinced me to stop...planting seeds of doubt
and discouragement. I needed a dose of
Paul’s great encouragement…to keep on even when it is hard…to keep wading and
get in the deepest waters where God will show me how easy it is for me to rise
above the water and walk on it like Peter.
Father…thank you for the reminder this morning that my faith
has too many borders. Forgive me for the
times that I have turned back from the full commitment that Paul modeled for
me. Help me to pray for God to enlarge
my territory like Jabez…deepen my faith like Ezekiel …and walk on the toughest
of waters like Peter. Amen.
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