Thursday, April 18, 2013

Use God's Heart To Decide


1 Samuel 27:1-4 -  But David thought to himself, "One of these days I will be destroyed by the hand of Saul. The best thing I can do is to escape to the land of the Philistines. Then Saul will give up searching for me anywhere in Israel, and I will slip out of his hand."  So David and the six hundred men with him left and went over to Achish son of Maoch king of Gath.  David and his men settled in Gath with Achish. Each man had his family with him, and David had his two wives: Ahinoam of Jezreel and Abigail of Carmel, the widow of Nabal.  When Saul was told that David had fled to Gath, he no longer searched for him.

 

David had been running from Saul for some time now. He had lived in caves…he had lived in open areas made into strongholds.   David had supported at least 600 men through one of the toughest periods of his life. Most of those times he allowed God to encourage and support him…comfort and give him strength to be a leader for these men…but others he seemed to completely leave God out of the equation and make a decision on his own.

 

This time…David makes the decision to go to the Philistine king…and ask if he and his men can be a part of their community.  David clearly thinks that Saul will surely kill him if he stays where he is…but will leave him alone if he joins the multitudes of Philistines in the land of Gath.  He is proved right very quickly…as Saul immediately leaves off his chase after he learns where David has gone.

 

My mind hung on the beginning words of these verses…that lead me to believe David left God out of this decision.  The phrases …‘he thought to himself’ (NIV)… or ‘said in his heart’ (KJ)… show the human effort of his soul to try and work himself out of the daily running and hiding. And since it would place David and his men right smack in the middle of a pagan city…complete with idols and practices that could have weakened their faith…it was a dangerous move at best.

 

My mind also thought…even though we are not told directly… that maybe God planted this thought in his soul…for David has the smarts to request a more private area to live than inside the main city.  He uses this time in Gath to rid Canaan of some pretty evil people….and trick the king into thinking the Israelites must surely hate David.

 

Maybe both interpretations are right….David used his heart for God to make a decision on his own that God saw he could use…and so he blessed the time. The Bible never says it was wrong…and there doesn’t seem to be any negative consequences to his actions….so maybe sometimes God expects us to size up our own situations and use the wisdom he has already given us to make the decision that is best.

 

I know I am rambling this morning…cause there is no clear answer…but maybe that’s the point.  Sometimes…when God is asking us to wait on hos clear answer…he expects us to use the wisdom he has placed there before…to make the best decision we can.  And it reminds me that God is there…no matter what we do.  Our decision might have been made more from our own heart…but maybe that is okay…if we have a heart like God…because God will use it they way he wants to in the end.

 

Father…help me this morning to wait more patiently and trust in you completely.  Show me how to use the wisdom you gave me to make the best decisions I can…when I can’t hear your voice telling me what to do. Thank you for your covering and mercy when I might make the wrong choice…and thank you for the blessings you give in spite of the times I don’t ask…or wait on your clear answer. Amen.

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